ANA
LUCREȚIA
NEDELCU
Wound
I am
leaving this world of cruelty
a memory
of my broken pieces
to heal
them out
in new
soils
from
where I can extract
seeds of
happiness and joys!
do not
bring me back
to places
where you missed out...
when convulsion
stole my soul
leaving
me empty
and
wounded inwards!
©
by LiterAnART
Letters From Afar
That`s
the love I share
in
freedom I despair
to this
overwhelming life
I`m in
love with ''dare''
with my
horse
that is
taking me
far away
in a fantasy world
and sun
shining hair
from
where I am writing
... to
you.
©by
LiterAnART
The Warrior Princess
A warrior
princess
in the
midst of the valley
beautiful
creature
in love
with nature
guardian
angels
are
carrying her message
of love
and unity
blessed
in
justified
behaviour...
the
colours of souls
are
mirrored into this lake`s
marvellous
hues.
©by
LiterAnART
The Journey
My novel
was written
in the
middle of nowhere
during my
wild life
as a
nomad I declare
my horse
is my champ
my friend
all along
I thank
the stones
for being
on my roads
I thank
the stars
for
erasing my scars.
©by
LiterAnART
Bloodstream
My tears
turned into
blood of
shaded red...
they torn
me apart
long
before they were
even fed
by your love...
but when
you came along
you
showered the water
the blood
from my cheeks
for as
long as you`ve
been...
here...
why did
you leave?...
`cause
I`ve been carrying
your name
on my lips
for I
finally knew
you are
the one
from a
few
who
stopped my heart
from
beating so slow
and put
it on fire and
at
glow...
why did
you leave?...
when I
offered you
all my
love
finally
had a dove
that
carried my message...
but I
guess
you
imprisoned my bird
you
enchained my love...
I feel
trapped
inside a
feeling while
screaming
to be spread...
on you...
return
and stop the
bleeding
of my eyes
for I`ve
begun to be
carried
away
by an
ounce of ash and...
delay.
©by
LiterAnART
You Are Raping My Soul!
Dear man
of my dreams
Friend of
my journey
Brother
of my home
Father of
my children
Soldier
of my army
Beloved
creature
…
You are
raping my soul!
You are
abusing my thrill
You are
beating my valuable time…
My time I
weighted to be yours
While you
washed away …even your shadow…
Away from
me!
My galaxy
entirely belonged to you
While you
were raping my soul
From
distance…from remoteness…
I gave
you my depths
And you
made them pieces.
I offered
you my breathing
And you
ordered the wind to blow it away.
I
permitted your figure into my space
But you
left with my complexion
Printed
in your art…
…and I
remained faceless…heartless…
You are
raping my soul
With your
silence,
With your
unavailability
For my
womanly beauty.
Words of
worthless meaning
And
clusters of stars…
Were all
falling into my raped soul…
Making it
even heavier
When carrying
myself into the world.
Are you
going to shout inside my being
So your
echo would cover it
And fill
it in freshness …my poor naked soul?
Will you
ever love me
The way I
love you
Or are
you going
To rape
my soul over and over again
In
eternity and wishful thinking?
Dear man
to whom I gave my soul as a gift woman
No to be
raped but to be celebrated
In
harmony and peace,
Will you
listen at midnight?
The
stories of my soulful kingdom
Or are
you going to become deaf
To my
immortal love affair?
You are raping
my soul
With your
complicated fanciful feeling
That
settles in harbour for a second
So it can
disappear in eternity… bellow stars.
You are
raping my soul
When
showing me anxiety, care and ignorance.
You are
raping my soul
When by
all means you fly backwards
Into a
wrapped-up gift for the sea.
You are
raping my soul
When you
raise me at your chest?
And when
you pull your cigarette from your pocket
And
lighten it in front of me …
…keeping
me out of hail…
You are
raping my soul
When you
recreate me from sculpture?
And
worship me in a stone
When
today I`m everything,
A real
human at shore
But
tomorrow…I`m nowhere
Waiting
the eternity and the love …in store.
You are
raping my soul
When you
dress up your books
With
pieces of my skin
Imagined…like
I never existed in.
You are
raping my soul
Ever
since you`ve said ‘’no more’’
And
you`ve drowned me
Into the
paradox of life and at its core.
You are
raping my soul
For short
time in profane
But for
an eternity in sacred.
You are
raping my soul
When you
say ‘’yes’’ but after you say ‘’no’’
When I
want to touch you
But you
do not exist.
When I
want to hear you
But your
voice is voiceless.
When I
thought you were real
But now I
came to believe
You are a
fairy character…in disbelief.
When I
put all my trust in who you are
And you
scatter it in colors.
When I
used to know who you were
But now I
do not acknowledge any longer.
You are
raping my soul
When you
still live in your fantasy.
You are
raping my soul
In your
emotionally unavailable state
…why all
this…so far, so long?
Haven’t I
loved you enough
So you
can grow at peace
Along
with my seeds that you planted
…and
beads?
I`ve
grown old with you
I thought
you were too…with me besides you.
You raped
by soul…all the way…
While I
loved you in pain, sorrow and grief
And you
offered my time to anyone else…
No matter
who was…in brief…
Today I`m
covering up my soul in armour
So you
won`t rape it anymore…
…not
close…not far!
©by
LiterAnART
ANA
LUCREȚIA NEDELCU
ANA LUCREȚIA NEDELCU: Ana (pen name LiterAnART) is a
philologist (English and Spanish graduator and teacher) from Romania, Eastern
Europe. Her mother-language is Romanian. She has been writing for ten years and
she has widely published in her country and abroad, having multiple
international collaborations. She is a writer, poetess, journalist, researcher,
book editor and translator. She also teaches creative writing workshops and
represents the World Poetry Canada association in her country. Her solo debut
volume contains 365 poems, all written in the English language, poems dedicated
to love, nature and spirituality.
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